I’d been speaking to an old friend of mine going through a very difficult pregnancy. The type that might not bode well for the future. Two or more hours of pouring out heart and soul, bitter bile, despair, anxiety, doubt. Some words traded about God’s providence. But we both meant it thin as ice, and we knew it.
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“Now the LORD said to Abram, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the land that I will show you. And I will make of you a great nation, and I will bless you and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, and him who dishonors you I will curse, and in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed.”
So Abram went, as the LORD had told him, and Lot went with him. Abram was seventy-five years old when he departed from Haran. And Abram took Sarai his wife, and Lot his brother’s son, and all their possessions that they had gathered, and the people that they had acquired in Haran, and they set out to go to the land of Canaan. When they came to the land of Canaan, Abram passed through the land to the place at Shechem, to the oak of Moreh. At that time the Canaanites were in the land. Then the LORD appeared to Abram and said, “To your offspring I will give this land.” So he built there an altar to the LORD, who had appeared to him. From there he moved to the hill country on the east of Bethel and pitched his tent, with Bethel on the west and Ai on the east. And there he built an altar to the LORD and called upon the name of the LORD. And Abram journeyed on, still going toward the Negeb.”
—Gen 12:1-9
When we read Bible stories, we like to read them as if the human characters are the main characters. I had a little kids’ Bible growing up with a bright red cover and cutesy pictures. It taught me that it’s good to listen to God, like Noah did when he built that boat; it’s good to be really brave like David when he killed the giant Goliath; it’s good to be patient like Abraham, and wait for God. Also I think this kids’ Bible almost kind of implied that Jesus didn’t die on the cross, which is, you know… heresy, but that’s a story for another time.
But anyway it’s easy to go from I should be like this character to I should be like this character because God blessed him or her, and I want God to bless me. So when we just focus on what these Bible characters did right and and what they did wrong, we might start thinking things like:
If only I could be really obedient like Noah, life will be good.
If only I could be really brave like David, life will be good.
If only I could be really patient like Abraham, life will be good.
Continue reading “on Bible reading and main character syndrome”on why context matters
“The LORD said: Because the daughters of Zion are haughty and walk with outstretched necks, glancing wantonly with their eyes, mincing along as they go, tinkling with their feet, therefore the Lord will strike with a scab the heads of the daughters of Zion, and the LORD will lay bare their secret parts.
In that day the Lord will take away the finery of the anklets, the headbands, and the crescents; the pendants, the bracelets, and the scarves; the headdresses, the armlets, the sashes, the perfume boxes, and the amulets; the signet rings and nose rings; the festal robes, the mantles, the cloaks, and the handbags; the mirrors, the linen garments, the turbans, and the veils. Instead of perfume there will be rottenness; and instead of a belt, a rope; and instead of well-set hair, baldness; and instead of a rich robe, a skirt of sackcloth; and branding instead of beauty.”
—Isaiah 3:16-24
Did you know that there’s a Bible quote saying “Jesus be cursed”?
That got your attention.
But you probably know where I’m going with this — when we read the Bible, just like when we read any text, we shouldn’t just look at a few words or phrases and ignore everything else. If you do, you might misunderstand what’s going on.
Continue reading “on why context matters”Dear Little Feather,
You’ll be getting busy very soon. At some points you’ll feel that it’s far too much for you to handle. Maybe you won’t just feel tired, you’ll start to think ahead and try to see a way for the pressure to stop, and maybe you won’t be able to picture it.
When that moment comes, you might feel angry, or bitter. You might wonder why the older you get, the less you’re treated like someone who is loved, and more like someone that has to perform and work hard – or else. Like a resource to be harvested, or like fuel for some awful machine that runs on everyone’s misery.
Continue reading “Dear Little Feather,”on our list of achievements
“Now Paul and his companions set sail from Paphos and came to Perga in Pamphylia. And John left them and returned to Jerusalem, but they went on from Perga and came to Antioch in Pisidia. And on the Sabbath day they went into the synagogue and sat down. After the reading from the Law and the Prophets, the rulers of the synagogue sent a message to them, saying, “Brothers, if you have any word of encouragement for the people, say it.” So Paul stood up, and motioning with his hand said: “Men of Israel and you who fear God, listen. The God of this people Israel chose our fathers and made the people great during their stay in the land of Egypt, and with uplifted arm he led them out of it. And for about forty years he put up with them in the wilderness. And after destroying seven nations in the land of Canaan, he gave them their land as an inheritance. All this took about 450 years. And after that he gave them judges until Samuel the prophet. Then they asked for a king, and God gave them Saul the son of Kish, a man of the tribe of Benjamin, for forty years. And when he had removed him, he raised up David to be their king, of whom he testified and said, ‘I have found in David the son of Jesse a man after my heart, who will do all my will.’ Of this man’s offspring God has brought to Israel a Savior, Jesus, as he promised. Before his coming, John had proclaimed a baptism of repentance to all the people of Israel. And as John was finishing his course, he said, ‘What do you suppose that I am? I am not he. No, but behold, after me one is coming, the sandals of whose feet I am not worthy to untie.’”
—Acts 13:13-25
When the first emperor of ancient Rome died, he was a happy man. At least he said he was happy. It’s possible his wife poisoned him to death, but that’s another story. On his tombstone, the emperor proudly tells about all the great things he has done for Rome: he took revenge on the men who’d killed his father, he brought peace to Rome, he built dozens of fancy new temples, he made sure his people were well fed, and he left behind lots of money. This was his way of telling his people “Remember me!”, because he’d done such a great job.
That’s the way the world works — we matter when we do stuff and achieve stuff. And we don’t matter when we fail to achieve stuff. Ancient emperors knew this. Modern Hong Kongers know this. Anyone here who’s had to write a cover letter or applied to a programme will know this. Applications make us brag about what we’ve done. “Pay attention to me!”, “Accept me for your programme!”, because I’ve done such a great job.
Continue reading “on our list of achievements”on giant killing
“When the words that David spoke were heard, they repeated them before Saul, and he sent for him. And David said to Saul, “Let no man’s heart fail because of him. Your servant will go and fight with this Philistine.” And Saul said to David, “You are not able to go against this Philistine to fight with him, for you are but a youth, and he has been a man of war from his youth.” But David said to Saul, “Your servant used to keep sheep for his father. And when there came a lion, or a bear, and took a lamb from the flock, I went after him and struck him and delivered it out of his mouth. And if he arose against me, I caught him by his beard and struck him and killed him. Your servant has struck down both lions and bears, and this uncircumcised Philistine shall be like one of them, for he has defied the armies of the living God.” And David said, “The LORD who delivered me from the paw of the lion and from the paw of the bear will deliver me from the hand of this Philistine.” And Saul said to David, “Go, and the LORD be with you!” Then Saul clothed David with his armor. He put a helmet of bronze on his head and clothed him with a coat of mail, and David strapped his sword over his armor. And he tried in vain to go, for he had not tested them. Then David said to Saul, “I cannot go with these, for I have not tested them.” So David put them off. Then he took his staff in his hand and chose five smooth stones from the brook and put them in his shepherd’s pouch. His sling was in his hand, and he approached the Philistine.”
1 Samuel 17:31-40
What a great story. How amazing that teeny, tiny David could defeat the giant Goliath! What kind of giants are there in your life? Maybe relationships that have gone bad? Maybe the fear that you’re not good enough? Maybe pressure from your studies? But all it takes is some faith. Even if you’re small and weak, even if it seems like you can’t make it, all you need is to have enough faith, and go out there and slay those giants, and God will give you the victory!
What I just told you was a very common way of talking about this Bible story when I was growing up. It sounds really encouraging, right? You can do anything you can imagine, even something as impossible as a little boy killing a giant, if you have enough faith.
But that always bothered me — have faith. What does it mean? Have faith in what? In myself? In God? What’s the hope? That God will help me just because I think he will? That I can get what I want because I wish hard enough?
Continue reading “on giant killing”on worship
“The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork.
Day to day pours out speech, and night to night reveals knowledge.
There is no speech, nor are there words, whose voice is not heard.
Their voice goes out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world.
In them he has set a tent for the sun, which comes out like a bridegroom leaving his chamber, and, like a strong man, runs its course with joy.
Its rising is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the end of them, and there is nothing hidden from its heat.
The law of the LORD is perfect, reviving the soul; the testimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple; the precepts of the LORD are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the LORD is pure, enlightening the eyes; the fear of the LORD is clean, enduring forever; the rules of the LORD are true, and righteous altogether.
More to be desired are they than gold, even much fine gold; sweeter also than honey and drippings of the honeycomb.
Moreover, by them is your servant warned; in keeping them there is great reward.
Who can discern his errors?
Declare me innocent from hidden faults.
Keep back your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me!
Then I shall be blameless, and innocent of great transgression.
Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in your sight, O LORD, my rock and my redeemer.”
—Psalm 19:1-14
What do you picture when you hear the word worship? You might think of ancient people praying in exotic temples; maybe you’d think of hundreds of men all bowing at once in the same direction; if you’re a bit more savvy maybe you’d think of fandoms and followers with their idols, people screaming and shouting when their favourite singer even looks at them.
If you’re a Christian maybe you’d chuckle and be a bit smug about it. Christians don’t worship idols, we might say, Christians worship the one, true God.
Continue reading “on worship”on waiting for the end
“The end of all things is at hand; therefore be self-controlled and sober-minded for the sake of your prayers. Above all, keep loving one another earnestly, since love covers a multitude of sins. Show hospitality to one another without grumbling. As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another, as good stewards of God’s varied grace: whoever speaks, as one who speaks oracles of God; whoever serves, as one who serves by the strength that God supplies—in order that in everything God may be glorified through Jesus Christ. To him belong glory and dominion forever and ever. Amen.”
—1 Peter 4:7-11
It’s a bit of a running joke among Christians that we’re always waiting for the end of the world. Anytime there’s a big earthquake or a war, some Christian somewhere in the world will be urgently asking Does this mean Jesus is coming back now? It’s a running joke because Christians are jumpy that way. And because they’ve been asking this question for, well, 2000 years now.
Continue reading “on waiting for the end”on the Glory of God
“And the LORD said to Moses, “Go down, for your people, whom you brought up out of the land of Egypt, have corrupted themselves. They have turned aside quickly out of the way that I commanded them. They have made for themselves a golden calf and have worshiped it and sacrificed to it and said, ‘These are your gods, O Israel, who brought you up out of the land of Egypt!’” And the LORD said to Moses, “I have seen this people, and behold, it is a stiff-necked people. Now therefore let me alone, that my wrath may burn hot against them and I may consume them, in order that I may make a great nation of you.” But Moses implored the LORD his God and said, “O LORD, why does your wrath burn hot against your people, whom you have brought out of the land of Egypt with great power and with a mighty hand? Why should the Egyptians say, ‘With evil intent did he bring them out, to kill them in the mountains and to consume them from the face of the earth’? Turn from your burning anger and relent from this disaster against your people. Remember Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, your servants, to whom you swore by your own self, and said to them, ‘I will multiply your offspring as the stars of heaven, and all this land that I have promised I will give to your offspring, and they shall inherit it forever.’” And the LORD relented from the disaster that he had spoken of bringing on his people.”
—Exodus 32:7-14
When I was in London I had some very good older brothers who taught me about the Bible. One of them was called Sam, and his catchphrase was the word glory. He’d go into this super deep dive on how the Ten Commandments could actually tell us about God’s character, or how the building plans of the big temple could tell us about God’s relationship with his people, and after he was done, he’d look us in the eye and say – glory.
Continue reading “on the Glory of God”on waiting for the day of the Lord
““For behold, the day is coming, burning like an oven, when all the arrogant and all evildoers will be stubble. The day that is coming shall set them ablaze, says the LORD of hosts, so that it will leave them neither root nor branch. But for you who fear my name, the sun of righteousness shall rise with healing in its wings. You shall go out leaping like calves from the stall. And you shall tread down the wicked, for they will be ashes under the soles of your feet, on the day when I act,” says the LORD of hosts. “Remember the law of my servant Moses, the statutes and rules that I commanded him at Horeb for all Israel. “Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and awesome day of the LORD comes. And he will turn the hearts of fathers to their children and the hearts of children to their fathers, lest I come and strike the land with a decree of utter destruction.””
—Malachi 4:1-6
When was the last time you heard someone’s parting words before a long wait? Maybe it was when you were little, maybe something like Mom and dad will be out tonight, so listen to your sister and eat your dinner and do your homework. Or maybe something less boring, like in the second Lord of the Rings movie when Gandalf tells his friends, Look to my coming on the first light of the fifth day, before riding away on a white stallion, leaving his friends to fight ten thousand monster men.
Continue reading “on waiting for the day of the Lord”
Remember, My Lord 